My Falling Pieces. . .

It's amazing how people came unexpectedly and break you the way they make u fall like the first time and it's killing me rapidly... life goes on but till when? With my dry emotion.. with every single vague beat of my heart.. feeling ko I'm a zombie.. i'm a walking dead.. i'm a piece of paper falling from the peak of nowhere. This is always has to be.. routine is killing me..  para akong dagang nakulong sa labirynth.

I try to collect all friends from my past and want to compare what the life I've had before from now.. and one of this fucking shit friend told me...

Me: pwede ba tayo magkita
Unknown: hindi, busy na ko.Me: wala lang, just want to talk about life Unknown: ano ka ba? May sari-sarili na tayong buhay..

Crap! Bridge burner siya, which I never thought she was.. and it hurt to know that somebody who you think na minsang nagpatibay sa'yo eh puwede ka ring gibain in a near flow...I'm so confused about this world.. yes im falling again and this time.. I'm making my own way to catch my self... do i have to take the risk...I do...I should...